Last year was a year full of surprises and tribulations.  All in it was a year that somehow messed up my life in a way that I do not want to relive again.  

Very few people knew what happened in totality.  And even fewer people knew who that person was.  Losing a sense of direction and having undergone a period where I just felt like throwing in the towel, having met her, was something I want to forget.  The darkest time for me was the period of May to August, after that, the devil in me, started to show its ugly side.  A side that I never want to see again, a side I want to repress.

Recently, met someone who manged to make me find my path again.  The sweetest girl I have ever known and she managed to help me to find that sense of direction.  The thing that I apologise for at this point is that I cannot give her anything as I have nothing to give her.  But I promised her I will work hard and in the future if we are ever together, I promise to give her a life where she can be comfortable.

I do not know what the future holds, but as long as I can be with her where time allows me to, I will want to spend every moment with her.  She is my angel...and she will always be my angel.